Saturday, August 22, 2009

I am back with my blog..the thing is nothing can hold my attention for too long.I don’t know main aisi kyon hoon?My favourite festival is starting tomoro..I absolutely love Ganpati and I really felt I am doing the decorations at Shruti’s place for him.A special place for him to stay for 1 n a ½ days.Well,he is the sweetest cutest friend I was a little upset with him yesterday.Il tell the whole story.
I have already started with my 3 rd year.Classes begin at 8 in the morning and go on till 3 in the afternoon and till 5pm on Tuesdays.So its pretty hectic and its pretty much impossible for me to get up at 6 and catch the 1st lecture so I stay in goregaon throughout the week and come home on Saturdays and Sundays and inevitably miss the Monday 8am lectureJ
Anyway Its pretty boring staying alone and I actually found a book on Origami at Shruti’s place today and I actually made a miniature purse and I found the art quite interesting.Lets how long that lasts.I got marble paper for practicing and already got into a fight with my brother for touching them with wet hands.I don’t know why I always get so hyper and angry when I am hungry.I mean its sooo animal like u know.Hunger does weird things to human beings but people live without eating for days and I become so ‘possessed’ even without 1 bloddy meal:X:X
Ok..so where was I?Anyway one of my juniors asked me if I could keep a kitten for a day at my place.She had fractured a leg and was very weak and had diarrhoea.Now the lazy bum that I am,I was a lil reluctant but I took her coz I have refused her 2 times in the past when she wanted me to keep a pup.I don’t know why I run away from responsibilites.I dint want to clean her poop and dint want her mewing the night way.Shit!Cant believe that I love animals na?!Actually its been quite a while since I have done all the basic things and my cats at home are toilet trained so u don’t have to do anything except giving them food.So I kept her and I was right.she ate voraciously and pooped even more which was stinking like crazy and I had to clean all that up and on top of that eat my own food.Thats like torture mann!
My mom believes that I bless the animals which come to me and I really feel like I do sometimes.I feel like their mother most of the times BUT I don’t think il be very pleased about cleaning my child’s bum also:P…I mean u wont believe but I have really thot about this time.Usually people have siblings or nieces or nephews on whom they can practice but I have never done anything of that so umm…no idea how I am get past that one..
So here I was having kitty troubles and I went down to get some FRESH air and clear my head and I came to know about this cat in the adjacent building who is paralysed waist down cos she was attacked by dogs.She was being provided all the food by someone but her condition was bad.I mean her spine was totally curved and it was pathetic to see her dragging herself towards food.I guess we take our life for granted.I cried a lot after coming home.Partly becos of the cat and partly becos my kitty was insistent on sleeping on my lap.And it was upsetting cos she was so ready to love me..as reluctant I was to take her home.
The next day I went to college as usual..Got up at 7’55am for the 8am lecture.I got the kitty to college cos I wasn’t sure whether I should leave her alone at home.And then I went running to college with her cardboard box covered with plastic as it was raining heavily on Friday.Then attended all lecs and realized I had absolutely no money on me as I was supposed to wear shorts in which I kept the only 100 bucks I had and wore blue jeans at the end moment and forgot to remove the money from the short’s pocket.I hate carrying wallets and most of the times I just stuff the money in my jeans and my lip gloss offcourse and go out.Anyway so in the 12pm break I got the paralysed cat and everything had to be done in an hour’s time but the main surgeon wasn’t available so we just gave her an injection and kept her back.I transferred the money to my jeans.She had a hole in the stomach where the dogs had bitten her and we were afraid that she might get maggots if the wound is kept open but we dint want to put her to sleep.I cried again like an Idiot cos ‘mercy killing’ is a very sensitive issue for me and I don’t feel that I have the right to decide an individual’s life.The worst part in this case is that barring her disability,she was so active and there was so much life in her eyes.So we are going to show her to the main doc on Monday.Maybe there is some hope for her.
So I came home to keep the cover in which I took her so that I can use it again to get her on Monday and when I was coming back I realized I had no money on me.Great!I was a really bad day.I HATE to borrow from anyone be it my best friend and my dad doesn’t like it at all.So I dint have lunch.I just sat for the next lecture.Went home.Just had around 10 bucks and my atm card on me.I went and bought Maggi and had it.I was too lazy to walk to the atm.I was a little upset with my Ganpati cos i felt it wasn’t fair.!!
Anyway I have full faith in him and I know I will get my money back in some way or the other…Wow!...i have written a lot..and now I am tired.I have to put mehendi now cos I absolutely love mehendied hands..Hope u guys liked this oneJ…Good night!